Pain? What pain?
I said through gritted teeth.
The devil\'s voices said
The pain you always have.
The pain you\'ll always have.
Their words always sicken me.
It\'s sometimes hard to know the
difference between a hard truth
and a lie.
You\'re ugly
they say
You\'re fat
they say
You know that you\'re as dumb as a donkey
they say.
I cry as they laugh and scurry to watch
horror movies in my head.
I\'m always the main character, they
like the ones where I get beat up
and left for dead.
I never survive.
I sigh, as the screen is crimson with my
blood and tears.
I wish that you would at least pay rent
I say.