When I look at you I feel not what I felt before
My love for you has turned from flame to extinguishing embers
It has been cooling but is still hot at the core
Sometimes I look back and remember
I loved you as the fish love the ocean
Although I was but a shy chump
and waited to take motion
And I tell myself this lie almost daily
I miss you
but for how long will I?
I wish there was just something plausible I could do beside
my final solution of suicide
Because as I would miss the life I have been given
Death would be better than catching glimpses of you during the day
Living without you just isn\'t good living
I just wish I could go back to the 8th of may