I tore threw the walls
and found the padded cells hidden underneath
I always felt like I was in an insane asylum
I found the truth
Now, my closet
appears to be full of straight jackets
while everything appears black and white
I crave for the color to come back
trying to shred through the padding
to find the other side
and never succeeding
just locked in a black and white room
my thoughts
haunt me and force me into insanity
I never knew
that this would be the way
it all would end
screaming for attention
no one hearing my cries
my voice vanishes
my fear becomes my reality
I was insane
I never wanted this
how could it happen
As I clench on to my legs
sobbing on my now white uniform
with smeared make-up
I listen
all I hear is sweet silence
all I see is white
the taste of salt
as my tears
stream down my face
hitting my lips
Finally I see the rest of my room
disappearing into the black hole
covering itself in white
leaning half in the other side
it rains heavily on my palm
my body slips out of the hole
with rain drops blurring my vision
wind whipping my hair
all I feel is rain-soaked skin
glancing back to see if
anyone is watching
I dash away
over my shoulder
it disappears
in front of me
there lays a carpet of leaves
with the roots of trees
swept bare of mud
that should have
surrounded them
like the pale arms
of half-buried corpses
an abandoned house approaches
I wonder in the door
broken glass shattered
on the floor
Peeking out the window
I see the sky
as the sun goes down
and darkness covers the light
there was only a little slice
of red where the sea met the sky
as if he slit his wrist
in the tub
and blood poured
all over the water
my thoughts are bouncing around
and now I have to choose
my reality or my death