..I continue to feed your hunger..
with Fear, Jealousy, Hate, Envy, Greed, Gluttony, Deceit and the rotting corpse of Morality.
..As I walk, carrying these shackles and chains you have placed upon me for Eternity..
while wearing this mask of Mortality.
..This Guilt is heavy..
..This Regret weighs enough to keep me imprisoned within this sunken place..
..drowning in my own Discomfort..
..You Hate me..
..But I Love you..
Every time I see my Reflection in the waters of Humility,
..my temperature rises..
Can you feel the humidity?
Those piercing eyes,
almost like bee stings,
..with a pinch of acidity..
with a frost-bitten burning sensation.
You give me the comfort that I need to be insecure as I secure the secrecy of cellf-hate.
My mind is in need of nutrients,
..but do I dare to stare at what is lying on my plate..
..left-over Freewill..
As I take my last bite, I realize that you are poisoning me through my own thoughts.
This taste for distastefulness repels my taste buds.
I realize that this is not my favorite dish.
So I refuse to eat.
..Within starving mycellf, I am starving you..
..but my mind can withstand the fast..
and yours cannot.
..As you die of starvation..
my soul is reborn.
I now visualize such a persona as a placebo.
Say hello to the real me and goodbye to the Ego.
-eyeamsoule