I know how much you hate me for how much i screwed up so much.
So much that I even know you shouldn\'t not hate me.
For what i did was worth hating me for.
Now I know i did not only break your heart but mine as well.
But still i hold you dear an hope that one day you will not still hate me so.
I wait in pain doing anything to mask it, just wishing that i never had done it the way it happened.
For me I still love you an always will, never to forget you or the things you taught me.
But in that time I did not learn the one thing i should have how to truly love you an take care of what i should.
Yet now in the time that I have not had you I wish only that i did.
For there is not a day that passes without you or your child in my mind.
Yet I feel there is never a chance for me to be in your life again this much I have excepted.
Be it fate or just life it still pains me to think about it every night.
For you an your child will always be a Piece of my Heart.