You couldn’t see
All you see are shadows over-casting what could and couldn’t be
Making everything just so hard for me
Answer all my demons
Fucking named them
Explanations ain’t mean shit
I know flirting when I see it
I feel “using” when I meet it
Unlovable is how I feel
Too much-never enough
I don’t like that every time we say No to Us
I’m all chill but you provoke me
Poke at everything I have to say
Just to make me mad
Just to win another thing
You speak verses in ambiguity
Want me to be the one to make mistakes
Sit back relax
Just ride the wave
I’m putting work
I’m losing faith
It’s hard to fake
I see you and can’t help but think you were sent by God to me
‘Cuz when we talk- things flow
“relax…
ish will be ok”
We so alike
Them jokes have hints of feelings
but all I hear is laughter
Repressed emotions show up as distant connections
Everything is there but nothing’s ever clear
You don’t really know what you want
Disappearing, “The Olmec”
Know you existed but where you went is unclear
Ya ni se si estoy obsesionada o deprimida
Pero keeping busy es la remedy cuando confundes obsession with depression
Can’t live without them?
Bitchhh, Put the focus on little things
We was smoking pipe
Waves of sound and smoke
Mixed the dose
Classical notes described the message we were given from Moses
I know people can change because I’ve changed-
Ain’t been the same since I stopped living in the past tense
Learned my lesson, Never looked back since