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silk.

i had fallen in love with a man

a man who tricked me with his looks

a man who tricked me with his eyes

i had fallen in love

 

i kissed the man

lips touching as his voice whispered

lips touching as my mouth shivers

i kissed him

 

i made love with the man

touching as we breathed hard and soft

touching as we moved gently

i made love

 

i had sex with the man

riding until the night shattered

riding until the sun broke

i had sex with him

 

i cried as the man hurt me

kissed the girl in the midnight dew

kissed the girl who was naïve

my heart was broken

 

i opened the door

threw his keys out of the window

threw his keys to his grave

i closed the door

 

i cursed him out

i wanted a gun in my hand

i wanted a switchblade in my pocket

i cursed him out

 

all he did was smile

he laughed at me

he laughed at my anger

all he does is fucking smile

 

he loves breaking hearts

if he had a company,

he\'d named it heartbreak hotel

he loves breaking hearts

 

i can\'t whisper his name

but he owned a robe

i burned his robe and i watched it catch fire and blue flame

i called him silk