syddie

help!!

help!

I know it\'s going to end. How? What terrible thing is going to happen?

how will i react? Will I run to my room and cry? I hope it\'s not hard.

I hope it\'s fairly easy. I hope i won\'t cry. Im tired of this happening, specially before my eyes.

They are all fake and i need to let go. When they make fun of me i act like it doesn\'t hurt

but it really does. I\'m unique and creative in a way. I just have not shown it.

My thoughts stop me before i try, they keep me busy, and stop me from listening.

Yes, i cry a lot but its all because of my thoughts. Im not a cry baby. I give myself pain I

think I deserve even if I don\'t. im trying to get stronger. i need help but i cant get it. 

I need to say something but I\'m stopped. they closed my mouth. They say no. I want

to speak I\'m screaming loudly can\'t you hear me? Please please please help.