help!
I know it\'s going to end. How? What terrible thing is going to happen?
how will i react? Will I run to my room and cry? I hope it\'s not hard.
I hope it\'s fairly easy. I hope i won\'t cry. Im tired of this happening, specially before my eyes.
They are all fake and i need to let go. When they make fun of me i act like it doesn\'t hurt
but it really does. I\'m unique and creative in a way. I just have not shown it.
My thoughts stop me before i try, they keep me busy, and stop me from listening.
Yes, i cry a lot but its all because of my thoughts. Im not a cry baby. I give myself pain I
think I deserve even if I don\'t. im trying to get stronger. i need help but i cant get it.
I need to say something but I\'m stopped. they closed my mouth. They say no. I want
to speak I\'m screaming loudly can\'t you hear me? Please please please help.