I don\'t know why.
We\'ve been dating for over a month now and we\'ve only hugged a few times.
No other contact.
No holding hands.
No cuddling at the cinema.
Nothing.
I\'m not upset.
It\'s just different.
A good one or a bad one, I don\'t know.
It sounds so childish but we\'re both so mature.
Though, he hasn\'t had his first kiss yet which makes me nervous.
But the thing I\'m most nervous about is
all of this ending badly.
He is such a great guy compared to my exes.
I don\'t want to lose him.
I can\'t lose someone else.