Why?
Why do i live this pain?
Pain i put myself through.
Why cant i stop myself?
Why do i think this?
Am i floating?
Am i drowning?
Why am i hiding behind a mask hoping
no one will notice me?
My friends they don\'t understand my pain.
I talk to them and they don\'t care.
Why am i like this?
I call with my prayers.
I yell it out.
I hope god will send me a person who cares and is patient.
One who understands.
Do you care?
I hope you do.
I cant do this by myself.
I hope someone understands.
I don\'t even love myself.