It\'s finally ended but for how long?
This is the longest it\'s ever rang
Past seven days was last tag on my chat
I\'ve been told through my days
Tinnitus is what rings in my head
Sometimes low, mostly high tone
I\'ve had this for most of my adult life
So long randomly coming on and off
Till the mental note it\'s worse in negative thought
When stuck in improving others worlds before my own
Thinking if only I could help them see what I see
My mistakes are mine to see
In the worlds response to me
Love ones are a reflection of this
For no emotion is a greater gift
To be held in someones arms
Knowing no judgement will be fall
A moment of shared breath within
Giving recharge to true love again
This giving we all give
Positive or negative
Conscious or unconscious
Is what I always see
As that is life to me
Precious as can be
Forever expanding
My new reality to see
So I\'m trying get back on track
Of watching from my world view
As there are all ways more to improve
For our own soul needs to grow
Helping plants the seeds of hope