The split second when realization dawns
You know you lost the one you love
You scream at life that used you so much like a pawn
Then you lose belief in the skys above
Your heart cracks in two
And you know
This is something you wont get through
Your heart displays a magnificent ice show
Each heartbeat brings a special kind of torture
You tell yourself its not the end of the world
But every new thought backs you into a corner
As your soul becomes withered and curled
Looking for something to blame
Makes your very being fracture
The burden of continuing life feels like a ball and chain
Tears seem to be the only thing you can manufacture
Nothing can compare to that first true love
Its a feeling that can\'t be replicated
A memory that you can\'t get rid of
Your heart so carelessly mutilated
Finally you force yourself to move on
Even when love\'s ghost haunts you
It feels like a ticking insanity bomb
But you decide you have to make do.