C-pain

Sisters

When I was an only child

Life was easy

But I was missing something

Or perhaps someone

 

Then I become and older brother

For 8 months

Then my Hope

Disappeared

Miscarriage

 

As Hope was let go

Something new was created

Sophia

A blonde Berserker

She arrived

Ruining my life

 

No longer the focus

 Of parent’s love

I settle in the pit of my own mind

Need a light as a guide

In my own darkness

 

As I attempt to reach

For the light

Something new comes into

Sight

 

Red hair like the flames that caused my pain

Painfully blue eyes

Like in the ocean I’m drowning in

Dani drove me farther from my parents sight

And farther from the light