When I was an only child
Life was easy
But I was missing something
Or perhaps someone
Then I become and older brother
For 8 months
Then my Hope
Disappeared
Miscarriage
As Hope was let go
Something new was created
Sophia
A blonde Berserker
She arrived
Ruining my life
No longer the focus
Of parent’s love
I settle in the pit of my own mind
Need a light as a guide
In my own darkness
As I attempt to reach
For the light
Something new comes into
Sight
Red hair like the flames that caused my pain
Painfully blue eyes
Like in the ocean I’m drowning in
Dani drove me farther from my parents sight
And farther from the light