i was like a baby, growing inside my mothers womb.
you were like a cancer eating away at my heart.
the only way i could ever be without you,
was by damaging myself.
you made me sick and made me cry,
you made me wish like i would die.
but then i met somebody new,
so why am i still reminded of you?
i am terrified of him.
because i knew that you always win.
every person i see reminds me of you,
and now i don\'t know what else i\'m supposed to do.