Oblivion
Created by: Sierra K. Makinen
5:50 am - Wednesday, January 24th, 2018
As i lay here, staring into the darkness. I find myself losing it, losing me.. overwhelming sadness... taking over my soul - fueling my veins with hate - my heart, so cold. Crying out for you - but no ones to hear me. Trapped in my own screams - yet a silent bleak appearance. Not ready to know what the future holds - barely out of reach , yet turning to walk backwards to the comfort of the past. Love, sadness, betrayal and mishaps - once danced with the Devil, now only has one foot in the Devils water. While trying to play chess with God.. unbalanced, not possible. Unable to make equal - or summon peace. An endless search for what was once hers, but now has no owner.. no keeper. A pain with no known or guaranteed ending, she may never know serenity - for she is unaware. She will never find what she has lost - will never rest for she is haunted.