Every time I fall asleep my flashbacks from my past keep coming back all this pain from when I was a child, my past relationships
I saw it,
That flashback
It wasn\'t a dream
I saw their faces
I heard myself scream.
I felt it,
Their hands
Pinning me down
I felt myself struggle
I still hear that sound.
of me screaming for help
and my kids were the only ones there to wake me up
but every time I would fullback two sleep I go back to that flashback
from my past, I can\'t get away it seems like every time I try to get away it just pulls me back in
I ask myself every day why this happened to me and why didn\'t anyone try to help me
my scars
my pain
my fear
the abuses from my past
the flashback that I will always have
Reminding me of what I been through
I just have to remind myself that I\'m strong and I can beat this
I know I\'m loved
I will always be loved
I have my strength to handle anything
but I know that I\'m free and safe
no one can hurt me now.