Every time I fall asleep my flashbacks from my past keep coming back all this pain from when I was a child, my past relationships
I saw it,
It wasn\'t a dream
I saw their faces
I heard myself scream.
I felt it,
Pinning me down
I felt myself struggle
I still hear that sound.
of me screaming for help
and my kids were the only ones there to wake me up
but every time I would fullback two sleep I go back to that flashback
from my past, I can\'t get away it seems like every time I try to get away it just pulls me back in
I ask myself every day why this happened to me and why didn\'t anyone try to help me
the abuses from my past
the flashback that I will always have
Reminding me of what I been through
I just have to remind myself that I\'m strong and I can beat this
I know I\'m loved
I will always be loved
I have my strength to handle anything
but I know that I\'m free and safe
no one can hurt me now.