My citadel
must crumble with
the end of the beginning
These feathers falling,
these cliffs collapsing
as a waterfall cascades down my cheeks
My riven wings
drag behind me as
I carry on without you
Take the dawn from my sight
leave my bones to dry
in the hot desert sun
Please, do not weep
I have wept enough
for all of you
for many lives to come
Allow the fog to form
over your memory, over your emotion
let it creep inside your heart
and infect the blood of your veins
Allow that numbness you feel
to consume your being
So that one day,
you may die
as I did:
without a heart
and without a purpose.