i feel so lost and insecure
sometimes i think I’ll get better
and sometimes i\'m not even sure
sure if i was ever meant to be here
i don\'t know where here is but
i will feel it when i’m there
they told me it’s all in my head
i wish i didn\'t care
care about anything, anyone
cause everyone lies and when they leave
all i could think of is
how they never said goodbye
but it\'s okay because i\'ll see them again
maybe not the same way i used to
everything will have changed by then
and as time passes
maybe they’ll realize
one day, i won\'t be here
and i will disappear
so for now
please give me a sign to stay alive