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nihility

thoughts; then and now

i feel so lost and insecure 

sometimes i think I’ll get better

and sometimes i\'m not even sure

sure if i was ever meant to be here

i don\'t know where here is but 

i will feel it when i’m there 

they told me it’s all in my head 

i wish i didn\'t care

care about anything, anyone

cause everyone lies and when they leave

all i could think of is 

how they never said goodbye

but it\'s okay because i\'ll see them again

maybe not the same way i used to 

everything will have changed by then 

and as time passes

maybe they’ll realize

one day, i won\'t be here 

and i will disappear

so for now 

please give me a sign to stay alive