Today I had to give you up
At least for now
To stop the pain of wondering
And keep my mind from wandering
Today I had to give you control
To choose yourself
The backbone has always been there
To stick around it isn\'t fair
But I will wait
And I will hate
Every second you\'re away
And I will cry
But oh I\'ll try
To keep the fear and hurt at bay
I will always love you
Always be here
But loving you it hurts too much
When your heart is still not mine to touch
I know you want me
And here I am
Just waiting for that moment when
Our story it can start again
And oh this pain
If there\'s no gain
I don\'t think I could love again
Because it\'s you
It\'s ONLY you
That makes me feel my mind is sane
So should I beg for you to hurt
Should I when I know what\'s at stake
Do I ask you to do this part
Pretending it\'s not what I want, is fake.
Once our hearts made love
That was it for me
I decided it was you I need
Yes need, for eternity.