there aren\'t many people of jealous of, but i\'m jealous of my best friend.
see, when she married the man i had first i was fine with that.
when she became pregnant first, i was fine with that.
when she was five months along i became pregnant, with a bastard child and
was going to be a single mother at nineteen.
anyways, i had a miscarriage on august twenty-second.
she didn\'t hold me and tell me i\'d be okay.
at her baby shower i watched everyone rub her belly, i was fine.
when i wanted to talk about my loss she changed the subject, again i was fine.
november twenty-eight she had my goddaughter.
we haven\'t talked much.
i watch her with her baby and i\'m not fine.
she is married to a man that could have been mine with a baby
that could have been mine.
i\'m jealous she has a family and here i\'m still heartbroken over
my deadbeat baby daddy and childless!!!
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