Jacqueline.just

2 Years Ago..

2 years ago you showed up

you wasn\'t supposed to

but that didn\'t stop you

 

2 years ago i agreed to come along

even though i didn\'t want to

i did anyway

 

2 years ago you violated me

you crushed my trust

and broke my heart

 

2 years ago i fell asleep

not meaning to

but i was so tired i couldn\'t help

but nod off and little did i know

i had anything to worry about

because i believed i was safe

 

2 years ago you touched me

you did things only my husband should do

you left me speechless and petrified

 

2 years ago i had no idea

of the the troubles i would face

because of what you did

i know belong to master depression and lord anxiety

 

2 years later i still live in fear

whilst you can sleep at night

i lay awake, crying, shaking

not wanting to close my eyes

in case when i wake up

there is a repeat,

a repeat of 2 years ago.