When i felt sadness, i felt happiness sometimes too. Now i took these tablets i feel numb the whole way through,
I am just organs working with a blank mind, i am not fine.. i am zombified.
Maybe i was addicted to the darkness that followed me around, even my favorite songs have no meaning.. its just sound.
My head hurts from frowning trying to recover my thoughts.
They used to flow like a river, but now are frozen like a lake.
Maybe one day this cycle of sadness or numbing will break