I wanna feel free
I wanna be free but
There\'re chemicals in between
I want to cut down,
Kick back and relax
But feel I can\'t without
The diazepam and xanax.
The seeping pills are for when I
Feel ill. Not to make
me sleep but
Just to keep myself awake
So I can feel every
Pill I take!
I hate it and I love it.
Somedays I take them all
Somedays they make me sick
It worries me and angers me
That I\'ve fallen
Into this pit.
~Ewan AD Roy
(Relapsing in the Pic)