Everybody has this picture of how THEY want you...
In life we\'re human.. Aleast I thought..... Until I started knowing my family..
It\'s like I\'m living to satisfy them. But what satisfy me?
Everything I do is either wrong or I\'m not doing it the right way. Get shamed for dumb shit so what\'s the point of talking and wanting to express?
You ever tried to talk to someone and all they say is; \"You know better!\" , \"You wasn\'t raised like this!\" Or MY FAAAAVORITE line. \"You are too old for this!\"..
But family is supposed to \"support\".. Downgrade you so much and when you snap YOU\'RE STILL IN THE WRONG !
Fighting a battle between Family, My Mind and Myself. Now how the fuck does that sound ?! Pop a Zoloft because the depression is hitting so hard at one time you don\'t know what to do.
So tell me what would you if ya family was this disappointed in you?