I wish people could understand
That I am traumatized
That I used to wake up in the middle of the night screaming
Expecting to die
I was broken then
And I am just glued back together now
But I fall apart sometimes
And I still wake up thinking I\'m dying
Sometimes
But now I don\'t scream
I just silently cry
Cause I\'ve learned to quiet myself
To convince others I am fine
But it\'s gotten so hard to lie