Cynthia

Going

I\'m never going to be good enough

I\'m always going to fail

I drag people down with me, even when I don\'t want to

I\'m like a cancer

Killing people off

I\'m surrounded by people who love me but I feel alone

I feel like no one loves me or cares

But I know so many love me

Fuck!

This pain is tearing me apart

Everyone says that suicide is selfish

But it\'s also selfish for those to keep people like me from killing ourselves

You\'re making us continue to go through all this damn pain

I feel like there are demons inside me

Clawing my insides till I\'m on my knees screaming

Begging for the help I know I won\'t receive

I\'m so broken and torn

All I can feel is pain

I\'m so cold

I\'m worth nothing

I\'m done

I\'m ending it

The world won\'t miss me

No one will notice me gone