I.
As much as I talk about how badly I want it,
How badly I miss it,
How much my body craves it;
I am not ready to have sex with someone else again.
But, it happened.
Who knew having a man between my legs
[where I am so used to having a man reside]
Could make me feel so empty
II.
I have spent too many nights
with him between my legs
to remember what loneliness feels like
.......
I thought sex would make me feel whole again,
but I have never felt so lonely in my life.
[fuck hook up culture]