Theskyisnotblue

I\'D RATHER BE!!

You are constantly asking me \"when\'s the next time you\'re getting out of bed?\"
I get angry, and shout at you \"i\'d rather be dead!\"

The pillows and duvet are the only company i desire. 
The warmth and beating of another human is not what i require.

You don\'t get it, i want to stay here, pretend i am not breathing.
I hope you will never experience this deep, dark, empty, feeling.