feel so cold and shaky.
 An overdose on life.
 So now i will turn rational off
 And sink beneath the bubbles.
 
 Don\'t grip onto any side,
 They\'ll pull you up and make you cry.
 It is best that I lie.
 I\'ll disappear for five.
 
 Find me in the afterlife.
 I\'ll be somewhere on a peach hill.
 No longer needing to hum to breathe,
 Where I am there is no need.
 
 Sit here awaiting for your arrival 
 Then we\'ll be happy together.
 You can\'t die in heaven,
 Suicide wouldn\'t be a problem.
 
 I\'ll slip into this coma,
 Live in this world
 Until we\'re older.
 You could watch me swing.
 
 Porcelain face, cracked mistake.
 Hanging off a popped out jaw line.
 Each lady bug spot I count 
 Will bow down in disgrace to me.