I wish I could find the right words, to help me explain.
This darkness that engulfs
My life.
This confusion that corrupts
The inner core of my brain.
Always thinking, the constant worry.
Time escaping me, even though I rush and hurry.
Constant Analysis of every word, every action.
Like dominos, this anxiety sets a chain reaction.
I swallow the pills, you believe will save me.
Pretend to feel better and hope you won’t see that,
From this internal torment,
I’ll never be free.
L