Lyssa19

Depression

Black cloud of smoke
Follows with every step
Engulfing me
Hugging me too tight
Invading my lungs,
and breaking my ribs
A nasty taste,
lingers in my mouth
Bitter words that break my heart
Ones that squeeze the hearts of my loved ones,
until it bursts a bloody mess
In their bodies,
is the sickening feeling of loss
Too little too late in the air,
and our bloody vomit on the floor
Bodily fluid, disguised as saltwater, emits from our eyes
It leaves a tingling sensation on our faces
Ones that loved me have faces full of sorrow
They feel guilty, guilt will last a lifetime,
but will slowly fade away until it is barely there
Life is to go on, as my body is to rot
Red lines down my arm, will cease to exist as my body deteriorates
The smell of blood and stomach acid invades their noses,
Then it is wiped up and gone,
overpowered by the scent of lemon and chemicals
The tears sting, until they are wiped away,
and forgotten
Memories that were once so prevalent will fade by the seconds
My voice that rung so clearly in their ears is gone so soon
The sun shines bright, and the moon on the ocean
The breeze carries leaves in many directions, and branches move as much as the wind
The black smoke that once fondled my body lingers in the air,
waiting for it\'s very next victims