I promised myself I wouldn\'t pick up that blade again,
I promised myself that I\'d learn to love myself
I broke those promises.
I NEEDED to feel the pain going through my arm
I NEEDED to see the blood rise to the surface of my skin
It\'s like an addition
Like a drug that I can\'t stop
My friends keep asking me if I\'m ok or if how I\'m doing
But I know that they don\'t really care
I\'m just another \"emo\" kid at school
I\'m replaceable
Completely replaceable