If I stay, I will ruin you, my darling.
I shout and Moan and cry all the time.
I\'ve left happiness far behind.
You\'ll learn to be weak like me.
And so I have to leave you my baby,
I can\'t have you struggle, you see.
It\'ll only make you cry.
I cannot stand up tall;
I\'m sorry my baby,
I can not be all yours...
it\'s hard to let you go,
but I can\'t let you see me fall...
it\'ll only make you cry.
If I stay, I\'ll ruin you.
I can\'t let you see me die.
I pray you get the Mother you deserve...
the mother I could never be.
I don\'t know if you\'ll want another, I\'m sure life
will make it easier to see.
But if I stay,
It\'ll only make you cry.
I\'m taking with me
all the silent memories
of the short time spent with you,
that makes me smile and feel so true.
I never thought I would feel this blue...
I\'ve always loved you my baby, even before the
start.
For whatever it\'s worth,
just know I live somewhere hidden
In your heart.
You\'re made from me,
But I hope you don\'t remember Me; It\'ll only
make you cry.
I\'m sorry I won\'t be there to see you grow...
or when you\'re no longer a little girl...
for your first kiss or a dance to a slow song.
I\'ll miss all the important days,
And it\'ll be all my fault!
I\'m sorry my \'babap\'
If I stay, I\'ll ruin you.
And it\'ll only make you cry.