I loved her like a flower
and decimated her ever hour,
I craved her with ever desire
and broke her into a sour.
I fell in ever way as her carnal
beauty that drove me, fell away.
A spiritual love grew in me,
hungry and starved still I
remained.
A father disrespected &
not loved, out of resentful
lies, filling our home
with a hateful presence,
base upon selfish desires.
Is a father that leaves his
children to live in despair.
The day had came,
I felt no blame,
let go of my shame,
and in a blink of a eye,
I said goodbye.
In the end, my reasoning is tossed.
I am a father with a greater
loss.
I gladly offer to the lord
my soul upon the cross, a will
reaffirm by my children\'s cost.
My soul lives on in them, greater it
is then all our sin.
Release all my anger, with all my reasoning.
To come full circle in soulful enduring.
Humble I remain and loving in all I see.
I cannot deny I care about her the same
as the day we parted ways.
A spiritual love, a understanding
beyond a emotion set a flame.
I accept her life is broken,
yet her heart was never mine,
and in time she decide life
void of us as she moved
away.
What this father found
at the end of his journey.
How selfish was I
that did not see,
my kids perfect love is all
Indeed, and sadly I know
they bleed that we could
not bind in love together as one
and fulfill there need.
A reflection of them in me.
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