Do you remember when I said I\'m fine?
I was lying.
Do you remember when I said those scars were old?
I was lying.
Do you remember when you read my notebook, and I said everything in there was a work of fiction?
you should be catching on now,
I was lying.
It\'s been years since happiness was part of my truth,
it\'s been a decade since my life actually meant anything,
it\'s hasn\'t even been centuries and I still want to die,
it\'s every day I want to end it all,
but that aside,
I\'m empty.
also,
have you noticed yet?
that entire time,
I wasn\'t lying.