Nobody special

Lying

Do you remember when I said I\'m fine?

I was lying.

Do you remember when I said those scars were old?

I was lying.

Do you remember when you read my notebook, and I said everything in there was a work of fiction?

you should be catching on now,

I was lying.

It\'s been years since happiness was part of my truth,

it\'s been a decade since my life actually meant anything,

it\'s hasn\'t even been centuries and I still want to die,

it\'s every day I want to end it all,

but that aside,

I\'m empty.

also,

have you noticed yet?

that entire time,

I wasn\'t lying.