Jeremy Cohen

What I Lost

I lost my innocence

I lost my brain chemistry

I lost a lot of friendships

I lost all self respect

I lost my care for privacy

I lost my expensive apartment

I lost the dog that I loved so very much

I lost my boyfriend that I only liked the idea of

I lost a highfalutin lifestyle intended for royalty

I lost all hold on reality losing my frikken mind

I lost my best friend to the void

I lost my parents

I lost the big house I grew up in

I lost my way

I lost my learning disabilities

I lost my sense of security

I lost any sense of happiness

I lost more than you know but I carry around so much

I lost the care for what I’ve lost

I lost some character defects

I lost some character defects that made me a bad person

I lost so much recently I’ve surprisingly changed

I lost even you