Pink red lines
It use to be my secret
But as time went by life
Happens I stopped
That hollow feeling
Pushing me to do it
The stress of life
Piling on top
My mind fighting
With my feelings
I wish it would stop
I wish I would fix my self
With a simple slit
But it fixes nothing
But brings regret
Tired of fighting
I wanna give up
I just want to be
Loved ,keep trying
Says the heart in my mind
I pray the Lord to
Take me , an keep
My kids safe
They deserve better then me
I just want you to be happy
But with out me because deep
Down I know you don\'t love me
I love the family we made