i am not ok
i miss you
each day
that i wake up
and your not here
chips away at my heart
and tears holes in my soul
you were so important to me
my best friend
my family
my guardian angel
i try to be happy
i try to move on
i thanked God that day
because He gave you peace
and reunited you with your charlie
but i don\'t know
how to do this
i need you here
i need you with me
why did you have to leave me
i wish i knew
how long i have to wait
to see you again
so i could start counting down the days
i love you so much
there have been so many times
i sat in the shower
simply so the running water
would hide my tears
because i don\'t want them to hear
they will say that i need help
i know that they would be right
and that they would mean well
but i also know
no amount of therapy
or anti-depressants
can ever save me
from the pain i feel
since you left
and they wont help me
stop missing you
as badly as i do
because i love you
and i need you