Juja

6 years...

You utter curses, but I heard a consonance

A slap in the face, but it felt like an embrace

Sharp-looking glance, but I saw your loving gaze

Just how is it possible to endure that craze? 

 

Cold, ruthless, angry and distant

Fingers-snapped, you\'re someone else in an instant

Caught up somewhere in between your endless rant

Oh how it is that you could have anything you want? 

 

With pain and unease, I cease to exist 

After every tiff, your charm I can\'t resist

Although it\'s hard to swallow my pride 

I did everytime and behold no spite

 

Around me is chaos, somebody scream

A light from a distance, I saw it gleam

Heavily I open my eyes, only to realize 

That it was all nothing but a dream