This experience
This world
is unique
and
sad
it shows me the world
it shows me the cultures
and
i can\'t handle this feeling
a feeling that makes you feel third person
following someone else story
i can\'t stay in the real world
because i rather stay in the virtual world
where i am protected and where i can see unworldly things
every word that i hear makes me go insane
i can\'t hold back myself anymore
i express my mask in the world
but in the virtual world
i feel my soul can be expressed
in
more ways then one
it feels like a world i belong in
people with the same humor
people with the same problems
this world feels more expressive and it hurts
it really hurts when a person in front of you
is
so far away from you
and
that you can\'t do much then only listen
i swore an oath
that you can stand under my umbrella
or
under my roof
because i rather have you happy
then sad
my weak heart can\'t handle this
sadness
this emotions that keeps piling
for
everyday that goes
i feel my arms shake
close to the armory i have
and
everyday that goes
my legs feels numb
because i can\'t raise up
and
everyday i feel
my broken and beaten soul
itching for freedom
for happiness
for a new world
we are all just insane people
we are all just people with existential crisis
we are all just screaming our lungs until we want to die
someone just hear the call and save this world that we want to escape.