Can someone just help me
I just need somebody to listen to the F*cking depression that I have
I\'m so alone, I feel depression, I feel anxiety
in this F*cking world
I want to break free from all this sh*t
but I can\'t
because I\'m piling up the sh*t
I want to break free from this hell
I can\'t even do that
because I\'m sad
I don\'t know why, I don\'t know when
I want to break myself
to the bottom
I don\'t know when it started
I\'m trying to find a way
to help myself
but I\'m just sadden
can someone just open my heart
open my soul and open my eyes
I want to se the world for my own eyes
the only feeling here is terror
the only thing I hear is sh*t
I just want to break free
from this pitiful world
where is the beautiful world that I know
when I was a kid
I woke up everyday in the morning
feeling like sh*t and I can\'t even walk up
I can\'t even look myself in the mirror anymore
I just wanna break myself
for the weird sh*t I do
but I can\'t
I\'m stuck in the same room
in the same corner
can someone just open their heart
open their soul
I just need someone to hold me close
I know I\'m asking much
but I just need someone
I listen to everyone that is close to me
but no one listen to mine
so please
open yourself up for me once
I try my best
to keep it under control
but I can\'t anymore
I feel my hands shaking
every time I hear their stories
hearing bout sh*t like this
I can\'t take
my heart is big
and
the biggest muscle
I just want to break free
but I can\'t do it
so tear me apart.