Rayanna Zoe

5 years

I wonder where I’ll be 5 years from now.

Or maybe even 3.

No 5, because 5 sounds more official; everybody asks that.

“Where do you see yourself in 5 years?”

And I never really know how to answer it.

Do I say where I’ll actually, most likely be in 5 years?

Or do I just say where I would like to be?

Is there a right or wrong answer?

Or maybe it’s all open to interpretation.

Either way, I still don’t have an answer.

 

I always assume that I’ll be in a better state than I am now,

But doesn’t everybody?

Better house, better car, better living.

Everything will be better.

Well, that’s what I’d like to think.

But doesn’t everybody?

I remember, approximately 5 years ago I had all the answers.

I knew who I wanted to be, what I wanted to do, everything.

But didn’t everybody?

 

My imagination has always been quite vivid

5 years ago I’d ask myself that same exact question.

“Where do you see yourself in 5 years?”

“Well, self, I’m gonna be so fly I won’t even recognise myself!

I’m gonna have my own apartment,

Driving the best car,

Looking like a million bucks!”

Yet here I am,

No apartment, no car,

Just another overweight dreamer.

 

Thinking back now, I admire my naivety

I only wanted the things that I thought would make me the person I wanted to be

“The apartment would make me independent!”

“The car would give me freedom!”

“I know if I looked good, I’d be my happiest!”

But I’m happy

No apartment, no car, and a little overweight

But I’m happy.

 

It took me some time to realise

“I can only be the person I want to be if I invest in myself!”

So…

I went to university; now I’m a little more independent!

I learnt how to drive; now I can go wherever I want!

I put on a couple pounds; but I’m still beautiful!

 

Focusing on other people’s successes only hinders your own.

Trying to impress the world only makes yours smaller.

Investing your time in yourself harvests a happier lifetime with others.

Making the most of every moment leaves you with the best memories.

 

So where do I see myself in 5 years?

Just wait and see.