I thought I heard fireworks, but it was only the bombs going off in my brain.
There is constant war that people don\'t see, hell sometimes I don\'t even realise it.
But the feeling of unknowing doesn\'t last long.
I will soon remember the hate and pain that paralyzes me in morning.
It feels never ending, and I will never be the winner and my white flag means nothing.
I thought it was the 4th of July, but really it was just another day of fighting in my mind.