My heart yearns to find pain upon my soul,
But I can’t; family overwhelms me,
I want an end and a demise you see,
My heart is as black as a chunk of coal,
Drastically, freezing rain will take its toll
On the family in the SUV,
A slip, no one is safe, they hit a tree
I cry, then know I must release my soul,
I can now be free and join them again,
The rope is tied and ready to capture,
Thoughts and memories run through of a friend
In my mind I gain a vivid picture,
I write down the end, lost ink in my pen,
Then I fall, letting God be my captor.