Candy Coated Nightmare Love
Let me elucidate on the concepts of my heart
Let me transmit to you the messages that my head’s been sending to the lockbox
Have sympathy, I am not afraid of being alone anymore, rather only afraid of losing the one I want to be alone with.
Manumit your affections to me by caressing my cheek
You’re candy to my sugar deprived senses
How is it that I went on before without knowing this drug>
How do I go on living having it and losing it?
Heart swells like a balloon filling with water
Mind is driftwood down the streams of guilt and worry
Take my lifeboat and save yourself
For I will drown in unquenchable thirst forever
Don’t fall into my candy coated abyss
For you will surely crash
It isn’t safe for you near my waves
I’m too intensely high for you to see me
You’ll never catch my true self until you prove you can swim.