I thought that loving you
Made my world easier
Yet
What I did not know
Was
What was truly love
your eyes
your smile
your jokes
It was all lust.
I had no damn clue who you were were
Yes, I loved your stupid jokes
but
Stupid jokes don\'t make you fall in love
I did.
It was all me
I made myself love you,
It was easier loving you
because
It was so hard
To
Love myself.