To whom it may concern.
Sorry seems a sorry little word.
Not big nor grand enough
To convey what should be heard.
I have failed you.
Even though I dreamed that I was kind
Deep inside
A cruel and callous heart I find.
Who created this monster?!
The noone, noone can bear to see?
No pointing finger needed now.
I know the guilty one is me.
No excuses now.
Of nothing to noone, of bruises and shame.
Out of control.
The sinner. My name.
I wish I could turn back time.
And believe in myself again.
I rusted up the wheels with tears
Trapped at the hour of pain.
Cruelty was not my intention.
In fact I believed it was love.
Here I go again with excuses.
Falling, I pray to above.
Forgive me.Those I have broken.
Forgive me. The life that I lie.
Forgive me. For not disappearing.
Forgive me! I ask that you try.