I wish I could feel just a mote of success
I wish I could build dreams from my beautiful mess
I wish I could lift up this cold stone of shame
I wish they would smile when someone utters my name
I wish I could fix all the heartache I\'ve caused
I wish I could move forward but I\'m permanently paused
I wish I could walk in step with my ever passing life
I wish I could catch up like a cat catches mice
I wish I needn\'t make wishes to make my life feel just great
I wish I needn\'t worry about how I\'ll fill my dinner plate
I wish I was someone, anyone but me
But I am so stop wishing for the dream fantasy