fayeisabee

Its been a while

It\'s been a while...

Sorry I\'ve been down 

No happy tears fall just an unspoken sound.

It\'s been a while

I\'ve been busy,

Keeping my brain going so i don\'t end in a tizzy. 

It\'s been a while 

Nice weather...

I miss the meaningful chats we use to have together. 

It\'s been a while 

It\'s been a minute. it\'s been one year it\'s been 15. Which is harder to hear. 

It\'s been a while 

since I lost your grasp  

Only a year ago did I stop the relapse. 

It\'s been a while 

Since I had someone so sincere

Oh god; you\'d be 16 this year...

His words were deceiving

 still born.

not breathing. 

My child was dead nothing else could have been said. 

At first I thought the doctor lied 

and with you, a part of me died.