Why is my heart so eager to learn more
When my soul cries out there\'s nothing left
My mind is being torn apart
Can\'t differentiate between fantasy and reality
Am I wrong for hoping for better?
Am I lying to myself that I\'m going to be better?
These hopes, these dreams, they seem so real.
I know it\'s my mind that\'s playing these games
But my heart won\'t let it win.